I'm... optimistic. All the bits of me that aren't human fix themselves
faster. I'm not saying it wasn't bad at the time, or that I didn't bring it
on myself.
Apparently Death is also a petty shapeshifter. I thought I was dealing with
another of Father's useless lackeys, and when I realized it was the thing
that decimated a village to bait me, tried to use my parents' souls as a
means to its end, and killed Trevor? My judgement suffered a bit.
[He squeezes back a moment later, still drained and rattled.]
[Adrian, soft, deep voice and stilted delivery and all, doesn't need
to try very hard to sound like Tal. But he's making an effort to get it
right, and something of the tone survives.]
[The kiss is reassuring, and Rags finds that he's not - conflicted about this at all. He can feel what he feels for both of them and neither becomes the replacement. That's a weight he had been carrying for longer than he knows.]
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Go find a book and come here and just, I don't know, read it to me? If you can?
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[He's already moving, but if Rags has a preference...]
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Your cabin, your room at home, mine...?
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[Flopped dramatically on the floor.]
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[He lets himself in in short order, takes one look at Rags, and opts to flop likewise.]
That bad?
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He fucking choked me.
This sucks. What - what happened to you?
[He assumes something not-great.]
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[Adrian rolls onto his side to nuzzle into Rags' hair. Very gently.]
Well. Not choking. I'm alright.
[He's not.]
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Don't lie to me.
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I'm... optimistic. All the bits of me that aren't human fix themselves faster. I'm not saying it wasn't bad at the time, or that I didn't bring it on myself.
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[He squeezes his hand tightly.]
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Apparently Death is also a petty shapeshifter. I thought I was dealing with another of Father's useless lackeys, and when I realized it was the thing that decimated a village to bait me, tried to use my parents' souls as a means to its end, and killed Trevor? My judgement suffered a bit.
[He squeezes back a moment later, still drained and rattled.]
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That was the thing that came after me, too.
[Somehow, knowing it had killed Adrian is enough that he wants to go back and try to gouge his eyes out again.]
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Took Trevor's place, apparently. I would have guessed Father's but there wasn't much rhyme or reason.
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[But that's enough death talk for the both of them.]
Well, I did talk to your friend, at least. Friend? I don't know what anyone is to you.
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Friend is... apt as I suppose I could get? We knew each other a few days and most of it was horrifying.
[He is all for changing the subject.]
But you feel close to people quickly when you almost die together a few times.
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But she does know you well enough.
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She's devastatingly observant. I've never been quite so ruthlessly dressed down.
[Then, with a moment of hesitation.]
I met yours, too.
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I - didn't expect him to come here.
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I have a message for you. Up to hearing it now?
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Sure. Tell me.
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He bears you no ill will for your choice.
[Adrian, soft, deep voice and stilted delivery and all, doesn't need to try very hard to sound like Tal. But he's making an effort to get it right, and something of the tone survives.]
And is grateful to you, here and at home.
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[Is probably the least surprising answer.]
Thanks.
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Mm.
[He kisses Rags's temple.]
That's about what I think he expected you to say.
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What do you think of him? He's annoying as fuck.
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